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[nola_jeangrey]

I learned some things about my parents yesterday that feel even more bitter and painful today. But then I learned a lot about who I am yesterday that's a little hard to swallow.

I've always believed in found family. Hug your loved ones close.


Sam
Can we see each other? Maybe tomorrow? I saw the movie.



Hazel, Dani
Thanks for holding my hands. I'm still crying but I guess I'll stop eventually.



Zach, Oliver
I saw the movie about my life, or my future, or whatever. And I just wanted to say I love you both.


Caleb
Hug Scottie for me, and then tell Scottie she needs to hug you for me. Happy father's day.

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[nola_jeangrey]

Was it a close team?

[nola_quicksilver]

Yeah. Sometimes, anyway.

[nola_jeangrey]

Who were your friends from that world? Like, if something happened and you wanted to spend time with people to celebrate or commiserate, who would you call?

[nola_quicksilver]

I'd call Wanda.

[nola_jeangrey]

Just Wanda?

[nola_quicksilver]

Or my wife, I guess.

[nola_jeangrey]

That sounds lonely.

[nola_quicksilver]

I didn't think so. I was used to being part of a pair.

[nola_jeangrey]

The movie tells me that we were all going to be close, you and me and Scott and Ororo.... Pretty different for you.

[nola_quicksilver]

I'm glad that version of me wasn't alone, even if he wasn't a twin.

[nola_jeangrey]

I'm glad for that too.

[nola_quicksilver]

Do YOU need someone now, though?

[nola_jeangrey]

I don't know what I need. Talking helps though.

[nola_quicksilver]

Let me know if you need in-person talking. I know you have people already, but I can be that too?

[nola_jeangrey]

I might need it. I hope you don't mind, but I did ask Sam if he would talk to me? Just because he said he's been through, um, the Phoenix force thing before. You could come, I don't mind. I'm not trying to be alone with him.

[nola_quicksilver]

I'm not jealous, it's fine. I know you wouldn't do anything to hurt Dani and he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. Also he knows his name isn't on the lease, so he better be careful. ;)

[nola_jeangrey]

I wonder if you guys will get together now in my world.

[nola_quicksilver]

Now that you're gone?

[nola_jeangrey]

Yeah.

[nola_quicksilver]

We won't. He'll be waiting for you to come back.

[nola_jeangrey]

I don't know, it's kind of nice to think that he could be happy with someone else. and didn't he marry someone after I died, where you're from? Madelyne?

[nola_quicksilver]

That is such a can of worms. Believe me, him marrying Madelyne is still all about his feelings for you.

[nola_jeangrey]

I don't know anything about her but maybe I should.

[nola_quicksilver]

You should ask Sam about her. I wasn't there for it, and it's not my place to explain anyway.

[nola_jeangrey]

And I definitely won’t put you in that place, don’t worry — that’s not what I was trying to do. Just processing out loud. And just glad you love him so much too.