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[nola_jeangrey]

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Jean feels as real to me as I feel to myself. Jean Grey. I remember the mansion. I remember Apocalypse. I remember the inside of everyone's mind. I'm glad I can't read minds anymore, but I remember everything I heard.

And maybe I'm not glad I can't do that anymore.

I wonder if the Phoenix is still inside me. I still remember what that felt like, the Professor telling me to let go... I still remember sitting in that jet with Raven and Hank and Scott and Peter and feeling like the X-Men was beginning all over again. I remember the loss... Alex... I remember Logan, the weapon. I remember the way Scott held my hand. (Who knew?!)

It can't just be me, right? They're all here, right? I need to find them. The Professor. Hank. Scott. All of them.

But maybe I don't? Maybe I just get to be normal?

I don't know what to do. But I feel like I see everything differently now.


Hi everyone.

I painted the new mural outside the Phoenix Effect. You can't miss it. I'd love to know what you all think of it... Next time you're at the shop, please take a second to look at it. We worked really hard on it... and there are pieces of whole other worlds in it. If anyone like, sees themselves in it? I'd love to know.